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7/17/2009

生日不快乐

很小很小的时候每天都可以开开心心的到处乱跑

快快乐乐的就度过了童年的美好时光

很怀念小时候姥爷姥姥给我庆祝生日的日子

很怀念可以在姥姥姥爷面前放声大哭的时光

当姥爷姥姥夸我懂事夸我争气的时候

我很开心可心里却总有想要流泪的冲动

别的孩子可以一放学就回到家跟爸爸妈妈在一起

可我却只能把钥匙挂在胸前学会独立学会照顾自己

别的孩子受了委屈可以回到家在爸妈怀里大哭

我却只能自己闷在被子里无声的流眼泪

从小到大所有人都说我很坚强

大大的蟹壳可以抵挡一切

可是就算我再坚强我也只是个女生

我也不得不承认很多男人能做的事我做不来

我到现在都记得那个见识过我脆弱的男人说他压力大的样子

连男人都顶不住的压力就要我来承受么

我分手我难过的时候连向家人倾诉的权利都没有

到头来却要我一直承受着妈妈对爸爸的恨

生日年年都可以好好的过和家人和朋友

为什么今天我却还要被说成是罪恶的源头一样呢

妈妈一直说她做什么都是为了我

可为什么我就一点儿也不这么觉得呢

你们感情破裂跟我有什么关系呢

我宁愿我从来没有出生过

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7/3/2008

思绪乱乱的```写给自己

承诺总是短暂而美好的,保存期限也许连一秒钟都不到

在爱的时候,说过再多的甜言蜜语山盟海誓,也只是存在于那个时间点而已

一旦不爱了什么都可以变得不算数,天总会黑,人总会离别,没有谁会永远陪谁

我甚至都不记得自己曾经给过别人什么promise了,想必说的时候也只是一时兴起有感而发

记得朋友说过"就算believe里也藏着一个lie"

我们在爱的时候总是害怕失去害怕背叛,渐渐的从believe变成了unbelieve,逼得对方开始了lie

在"爱"的时候总是怀疑对方的"爱",却不去好好珍惜那份"爱",被冷落了的"爱"也会渐渐的在前边加个"不"来否定掉自己

那些爱过的人,只能放在心底小小的角落来祭奠,那些甜蜜的记忆,曾经拥有过就足矣

一转身已经错过了一辈子

我们始终是要活在现在的,不是过去也不是未来,开心幸福的活在当下才是关键

一句亲爱的,代表一个喜欢的人,就算亲爱的换了又换了,也能代表那个亲爱的至少是自己曾经喜欢过的吧

跟着感觉走,顺其自然就好

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7/1/2008

最熟悉的陌生人

刚刚看到那些他毕业的照片,他笑得好灿烂,没有了我的生活原来真的是这么美好

看来现在我们这样挺好的吧,他开心我快乐,互不打扰,互不联系

做朋友是不太可能了,变成敌人也不至于

没想到到最后还是要做回最熟悉的陌生人```

有点悲哀,有点凄凉,有点难过,有点开心

拜拜了我们的这些纪念

拜拜了我们的616

拜拜了我最熟悉的陌生人

让我们在心里都平静的好好的说句拜拜吧,只是心里就够了

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3/7/2008

I will not make the same mistake that you did. I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery. I will not break the way you did, you fell so hard. I've learned the hard way to never let it get that far.
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Kelly Clarkson
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side, so I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me, Because of you, I am afraid.
I lose my way and it's not too long before you point it out. I cannot cry because I know that's weakness in your eyes. I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh, everyday of my life. My heart can't possibly break because it wasn't even whole to start with.
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me, Because of you, I am afraid.
I watched you die, I heard you cry in the night in your sleep. I was so young you should've known better than to lean on me. You never thought of anyone else you just saw your pain. And now I cry in the middle of the night for the same damn thing.
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side, so I don't get hurt
Because of you I tried my hardest to forget everything.
Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in. Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty. Because of you I'm afraid, Because of you.

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12/7/2007